Sunday, January 24, 2010

Dreams


It's funny when things suddenly change...or had I seen this coming for a while?
I wanna go back to the person I used to be, but I'm not even sure who that is anymore. Now I'm finding myself listening to music in the backseat of cars, staring at the dark violet sky, thinking of things that seem unreal
I'm starting to see how hollow everything is...and always was. The worlds I escape to when I'm away from school, and all the people in it, feels like the real world. Like the same dull classrooms I go to everyday is a dream and this is reality...
Reality is the crisp smell in the air after the rain. The feeling of running around in the grass at night, laughing, jumping, shouting, and feeling out of breath, but full of life.
Reality is the late nights, eating Ramen and watching old movies, talking about things that we can only talk about when we're alone.
Reality is pirates and vampires, long dresses and swing dances, Oceans and skies that never end.
or is it simply a dream....that will also fade? And soon I will find myself back in the gray skies and four dull walls of a school classroom?
Thats why I'll hold on to these dreams for as long as possible....and try so hard to keep it in in my grasp...because if I let go...
I don't know what I would do...
xoxo

7 comments:

Lizard said...

Ooh I know what you mean D: sometimes our greatest enemy is routine. Hold on tight to those dreams! they will bring you great happiness!

Lovely words + pictures <3

Emeralds On The Move said...

Wow I love your post! It is so... true. Well cant wait till the next one!

MyPocketsAreEmpty said...

I miss that person too, Great post!

Rochelle Blue said...

your words are so true, lovely! I hope you will always hold your dreams tightly in your mind and heart.

xo
Roch

{Sprinkle Diary} Maddie. said...

Never let go, never give up, never grow up.
There are people like us, bloggers, who believe in the magic. We hold on to it longer than any of our peers. When faced with school and constant annoyance from immature classmates all the time, it starts to get easier and easier to let the magic slip right through our fingertips. I've been struggling with the same thing. But the magic is not something to be embarrassed by, nor something to ever let go of or hide.
xoxo Maddie

Linda said...

Coucouuuu! You have a blog-award ;) http://linda-lostinswitzerland.blogspot.com/2010/01/sweet-sour.html
xox
Linda

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我是天山,等待一輪明月。.........................