Thursday, July 22, 2010

Snowy Mountains

Yesterday I took A bubblebath. Usually when I take a bubblebath, the bubbles aren't fluffy and fill up the whole tub...but they did yesterday.
They looked like snowy white mountains, and I pretended to be a giant,
and they all belonged to me.
I took My ipod and speakers and hooked it up next to the tub, and listened to Laura Marling, Regina Spektor, Bright Eyes, and Train.
After I drained out the tub, I took all the leftover bubbles and gathered them in my hands and blew them all over the place, so the whole bathtub and curtains were full of small bits of bubbles.
Then I rinsed off in some cold water, and I tried to wash away every worry and bad thought, since I've had too many of those lately. The cold water felt amazing on my skin as I sang along to Hey Soul Sister. And for a little while, I felt very happy.
And very very alive.

You know when you think so much, and you just wish that you could turn off all your thoughts? When monsters chase you and you try to outrun them, but they're always right behind you.
I start to wonder all the time, When did things become complicated?
I think I'm going to take more bubblebaths, because no monsters can ever find me when I'm hiding beneath snowy mountains.

How do you hide from monsters?


Wednesday, July 21, 2010

100 number 100...
pretty amazing...


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

It's been a while

I really want to start posting again.
And i will try my best :)

Oh, and by the way, I'm really sick of those comments that lead to porn websites. I don't have any comments besides those ones now. cut it out.
I'm not stupid enough to click on them.


Friday, July 16, 2010

Remembering Sunday

It's strange how sad things can be so pretty at the same time...