Thursday, April 15, 2010


I wanna hold magic in my hands.
I wanna fly away from all this and forget everyone and everything...and live in a world where I can breathe nothing but the clear, blue, sky.
Have you ever felt that? That feeling of longing...for all the things in your head to be as real as everything in front of you this very second....
Sometimes, I can feel it inside me, almost in my stomach, or in my heart.
I can sit there and daydream for hours while listening to beautiful music....but when I'm forced to come back to reality, It's one of the most terrible feelings.
Who says I have to stay in this reality? Who says that I can't keep my head in the clouds?
Who says I have to grow up? Why can't I stay this way forever?
Just believing in magic so much that I can almost touch it with my eager fingertips...
Yes. I think that's who I am, and always will be....and once I let go of the magic that I'm holding on so tightly to...that's when my life will start to end.


Saturday, April 10, 2010

I Feel Different

I think I'm starting to remember how it feels
to need something so much.

It's scary
and It's bittersweet
and it hurts...just a bit

But, it makes you feel so....


Sunday, April 4, 2010

Life's Too Short For Regrets

I think we should all try to keep this in mind.
In fact...I think I'll post this up on my wall...




Saturday, April 3, 2010

Breathing In a Summer Night

What is this? This strange feeling....of longing, and desire....?

A longing for soft summer nights, running and laughing so hard that your tummy feels sore...but you love it anyway.
A desire for a crtain someone, a certain smile that can send acid dripping through your stomach. Almost as if you feel sick....but in a good way.

What is this sudden urge to sit on a swing set all night, staring at the stars, and listening to music that touches the very deepest, and fragile part of your heart?

When everything starts to change...and evryone knows that soon it won't be this way anymore....that we all have to take seperate paths....why does it always feel like this?
Like, if you could go back and change would be the thing seperating us right now.
But deep down you know that it has to happen anyway.

but here and now, I'll make a promise:

Even if we're far away
Even if we don't laugh together, or see one another
Even if we turn into different people, like we all do as life goes on...
I promise, that I won't forget you
And a part of me knows that we will meet again

But for now....lets not think about that. Lets keep on laughing, and lets keep on being children,
where the sky belongs to us, and so does every star.