Snow Days and Birthday Cakes

Hello, hope you've all been well!

This past week was interesting...it snowed last friday and we missed school on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. I do Love the snow, and it's so magical as it falls....but I am not the type to stay in the house for five days...I can't stay in one place too long.






But when walking through the forest by my house while it's covered in a blanket of white... it felt like being in Narnia.

And it was beautiful.

My birthday's coming up soon.....this Monday I'll be 14. It feels strange....we're doing 'The Outsiders' for our play in advanced Drama. I don't know if you're familiar with the story, but it's mainly about two gangs, the Greasers and The Socs. And they fight over territory. The main character Ponyboy gets wrapped up in alotta trouble

Ponyboy's 14. And it makes me think about how he's the same age as me and he's getting wrapped up in murder, gang fights, and he has to run away from home too.

It's like when you watch movies, and you feel the main character is sooo much older than you and ony when you get to that age can things like that really happen to you. It's weird when you get to that age and everything is almost the same. It's even worse when you become older than the main character.

I dunno, maybe I'm the only person who thinks like this. Do any of you think like this too?

Well anyway, I've decided to focus on the birthday cake, chick flicks, and makeovers tonight. Fun!!

And as for music, I've fallen into an obsession with Laura Marling all over again

Something about her lyrics.....even when I don't quite understand them, I can somehow feel them.

"If you're born with a love for the wrote and the writ

People of letters your warning stands clear

Pay heed to your heart and not to your wit

Don't say in a letter what you can't in my ear "

xoxo

Dreams

It's funny when things suddenly change...or had I seen this coming for a while?

I wanna go back to the person I used to be, but I'm not even sure who that is anymore. Now I'm finding myself listening to music in the backseat of cars, staring at the dark violet sky, thinking of things that seem unreal

I'm starting to see how hollow everything is...and always was. The worlds I escape to when I'm away from school, and all the people in it, feels like the real world. Like the same dull classrooms I go to everyday is a dream and this is reality...

Reality is the crisp smell in the air after the rain. The feeling of running around in the grass at night, laughing, jumping, shouting, and feeling out of breath, but full of life.

Reality is the late nights, eating Ramen and watching old movies, talking about things that we can only talk about when we're alone.

Reality is pirates and vampires, long dresses and swing dances, Oceans and skies that never end.

or is it simply a dream....that will also fade? And soon I will find myself back in the gray skies and four dull walls of a school classroom?

Thats why I'll hold on to these dreams for as long as possible....and try so hard to keep it in in my grasp...because if I let go...

I don't know what I would do...

xoxo

Christmas lights and Chilly nights

Hello! Sorry I've been gone forever...long story. Had bad luck with my laptop :(

But I'm back...and I'm here to say: MERYY CHRISTMAS!!

For some reason I am very very excited for christmas this year because I have a feeling it will be quite magical :)

This year for Christmas I would like...

~Peter Pan on DVD (ahh, the good Old days...)

~Whisper Of the Heart (and a few other Hayao Miyazaki movies)

~The Art Of Tim Burton (GAH must own this book!!)

~And few CDs (not quite sure which ones...my mind just went blank haha)

~and last but not least: For my family and friends to all SMILE! :)

Something about clouds of smoke escaping my mouth out in the cold, and the tiny christmas fairy lights all around...something about it is just so magical, and can bring a certain warmth to my heart like nothing else

Oh, speaking of a warmth to my heart...Thank you for all the lovely comments on my Blog Birthday post. It made me feel so special, like I made e difference in the world...even just a tiny one...I love you all very very much! *virtual hugs!!*

So, my lovely blogger darlings, Have a lovely Christmas season, and be sure to tell me what YOU want from Santa! :)

xoxo

A Whole year Of Lenore!

The day comes...One year ago today...I was writing my very first post here on Blogspot. I feel like I've changed so much over just 365 days...but I guess thats just what happens, huh?

Over this year, I've had so much fun blogging...and I can't wait to see how my blog changes in the years to come :)

Remember this old photography?

I want to thank all my lovely followers, anyone who reads or comments on my blog, and all my blogger friends...you all mean the world to me!

Over this year so much has changed about me...

-I fell for a certain Him and got over it soon after :p

-I Made a new best friend while I stayed close to all my old friends as well

-I realized how many memories remain in my heart

-I found a new love for film-making, photography, and writing

-I became a stronger person through all my struggles

And soooo much more!

I also must mention how this blog helped me change as well...

I think it helped me see a different side of life...through everyone elses blog and my own, I've been able to see the magic and fun in the tiny little things in life...All the tiny bits and pieces that make up the big picture...and the way Blogspot connects us all! I mean, just think...we all have one thing in mind...to blog. To show the rest of the world what's in our minds...and by having that one thing in common in brings us all together.

I'm so glad I decided to start blogging. I just hope and pray that everyday I can make someone smile. I hope that everyday i can warm someone's heart.

And, for the final thing I'll leave you with...I'll post a link to my very first post. Can you see how I've changed? :)

My first post!

I love you all so much...and I hope I've made a difference in your lives somehow....

Happy Birthday to my blog :) Have a great week!

xoxo

Photography and Fun!

Hello everyone! I've been quite busy lately...but I decided to post these photos I took one weekend when I was feeling extra creative :)

I basically wrote little inpirational quotes on pieces of paper and put them all over different places in which I think they would look nice.





Also, I've fallen in LOVE with A Fine Frenzy. She is absolutley amazing...her music is just so touching and her voice is just...beautiful!

watch both videos....somehow it can take me back to soooo many dreamy places in my mind.

Oh! And all my lovely followers and blogger friends...I'd LOVE for you all to tell me what you'd like me to post about more. If there's anything you wanna see more on my blog, anything you'd like me to add to my blog, music, stories, small inspirational things, or just something random, you can comment...or email me at LenoreLolita@aim.com :DD

well darlings, have a great day!

xoxo

And I Watched The Night Come Over My Head...

The velvet sky swallows me up as I sleep...
And takes me to the places I see in my dreams.

xoxo

This Is Halloween

Happy Halloween dears!!! :)

I have a fun day planned ahead of me...I'm having some close friends over, where we will trick or treat then stay up late watching scary movies!

My Costume is pretty average...all the things I wanted to dress up as basically showed wayy too much skin (Does anyone else feel how annoying this is...No one wears clothes anymore!!)

So...since I am a good girl ;) I decided to just gather up a bunch of things I have here at home and make a costume!




1. Funeral Veil from Hot topic
2. My Lolita dress
3. A Lace arm-warmer
4. mary-jane ballet flats
5. Lots of dark makeup

I haven't quite thought of a name...but I suppose if someone asks me, I could say a Widow...Or someone at a funeral? haha

Oh! I have also made a halloween playlist for me and my friends to listen to as we munch on candy :D

Click here to see it!

So this is a little gift to you! I've added lots of stuff from The Nightmare Before Christmas, a bit from an anime show I Like (Vamire Knight rocks!!) and the main theme for The Corpse Bride (which is also the main song on my blog)

So, tell me what YOU are doing on this fine halloween day?!

xoxo