Lenore

It Feels So Good To Really Believe

2010-08-13T18:14:00.000-07:00

In the end, all I really want...

is to know I changed a few people's lives
I think that is the most wonderful thing ever.

xoxo

Snowy Mountains

2010-07-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I took A bubblebath. Usually when I take a bubblebath, the bubbles aren't fluffy and fill up the whole tub...but they did yesterday.
They looked like snowy white mountains, and I pretended to be a giant,
and they all belonged to me.
I took My ipod and speakers and hooked it up next to the tub, and listened to Laura Marling, Regina Spektor, Bright Eyes, and Train.
After I drained out the tub, I took all the leftover bubbles and gathered them in my hands and blew them all over the place, so the whole bathtub and curtains were full of small bits of bubbles.
Then I rinsed off in some cold water, and I tried to wash away every worry and bad thought, since I've had too many of those lately. The cold water felt amazing on my skin as I sang along to Hey Soul Sister. And for a little while, I felt very happy.
And very very alive.

You know when you think so much, and you just wish that you could turn off all your thoughts? When monsters chase you and you try to outrun them, but they're always right behind you.
I start to wonder all the time, When did things become complicated?
I think I'm going to take more bubblebaths, because no monsters can ever find me when I'm hiding beneath snowy mountains.

How do you hide from monsters?

xoxo

100

2010-07-21T05:34:00.000-07:00

Wow...post number 100...
pretty amazing...

xoxo

It's been a while

2010-07-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

I really want to start posting again.
And i will try my best :)

Oh, and by the way, I'm really sick of those comments that lead to porn websites. I don't have any comments besides those ones now. cut it out.
I'm not stupid enough to click on them.

xoxo

Remembering Sunday

2010-07-16T13:14:00.000-07:00

It's strange how sad things can be so pretty at the same time...
bittersweet.

xoxo

Magic

2010-04-15T12:38:00.000-07:00

I wanna hold magic in my hands.

I wanna fly away from all this and forget everyone and everything...and live in a world where I can breathe nothing but the clear, blue, sky.

Have you ever felt that? That feeling of longing...for all the things in your head to be as real as everything in front of you this very second....

Sometimes, I can feel it inside me, almost in my stomach, or in my heart.

I can sit there and daydream for hours while listening to beautiful music....but when I'm forced to come back to reality, It's one of the most terrible feelings.

Who says I have to stay in this reality? Who says that I can't keep my head in the clouds?

Who says I have to grow up? Why can't I stay this way forever?

Just believing in magic so much that I can almost touch it with my eager fingertips...

Yes. I think that's who I am, and always will be....and once I let go of the magic that I'm holding on so tightly to...that's when my life will start to end.

xoxo

I Feel Different

2010-04-10T10:35:00.000-07:00

I think I'm starting to remember how it feels

to need something so much.

It's scary

and It's bittersweet

and it hurts...just a bit

But, it makes you feel so....

alive.

xoxo

Life's Too Short For Regrets

2010-04-04T21:56:00.000-07:00

I think we should all try to keep this in mind.

In fact...I think I'll post this up on my wall...

xoxo

You.

2010-04-04T20:27:00.000-07:00

xoxo

Breathing In a Summer Night

2010-04-03T20:21:00.000-07:00

What is this? This strange feeling....of longing, and desire....?

A longing for soft summer nights, running and laughing so hard that your tummy feels sore...but you love it anyway.

A desire for a crtain someone, a certain smile that can send acid dripping through your stomach. Almost as if you feel sick....but in a good way.

What is this sudden urge to sit on a swing set all night, staring at the stars, and listening to music that touches the very deepest, and fragile part of your heart?

When everything starts to change...and evryone knows that soon it won't be this way anymore....that we all have to take seperate paths....why does it always feel like this?

Like, if you could go back and change anything...it would be the thing seperating us right now.

But deep down you know that it has to happen anyway.

but here and now, I'll make a promise:

Even if we're far away

Even if we don't laugh together, or see one another

Even if we turn into different people, like we all do as life goes on...

I promise, that I won't forget you

And a part of me knows that we will meet again

But for now....lets not think about that. Lets keep on laughing, and lets keep on being children,

where the sky belongs to us, and so does every star.

xoxo

Down The Rabbit Hole

2010-03-05T13:43:00.000-08:00

Hello, It's been a while!

The past month of february has been a joyful one indeed....well, because of course it is the month I was born in ;)

haha, So I suppose I shall tell you how my birthday (feb. 8th) went?

FABULOUS is the one word I can think of! I had some close friends over and we saw movies, played with pink and blue balloons, ate cake, took photos, and ate chienese! fabulous indeed.

And yes, we bought spngebob masks from Party City ;)

BUT, that was only the weekend BEFORE my birthday.....the actual day was a monday. And my amazing Mommy ordered me a cake with my favorite thing on it...can you guess?

PIRATES! I got a pirate cake <3

I also got a new ipod......and last but not least......although this one came late from my grandparents.......It was fantastic....

The Art Of Tim Burton. I have been wanting that book for AGES! And it is gorgeous! To check out some of the art in the book go here:

http://www.timburton.com/

speaking of Tim Burton.......today is the day. What day you might ask? well, simply the day I've been waiting a year and a half for.....simply THEE best day ever.....

The opening day for Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland!!!

*happy dance* FINALLY! Me and my dear friend Bri will be seeing it together today. I will have to do a full blog post on it soon!!!

Now darlings, I must go eat dinner and such before Bri comes here to pick me up for this fabulous event, only a couple of hours before I'll be seeing the most amazing movie EVER!

(I've been using the word fabulous alot today...hmm)

Oh by the way....the soundtrack for this movie is fabulous (there I go again) it has all my faves:

Pete Wentz and Mark Hoppus
Owl City
Kerli
Tokio Hotel
The All American Rejects
NeverShoutNever
Metro Station
30H3!
All Time Low

AND a bunch more.......and all the songs are pretty cool so far...

what are you MOST excited about for the movie? And the soundtrack??

well, see ya soon! peace and Love <3

xoxo

Snow Days and Birthday Cakes

2010-02-06T09:33:00.000-08:00

Hello, hope you've all been well!

This past week was interesting...it snowed last friday and we missed school on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. I do Love the snow, and it's so magical as it falls....but I am not the type to stay in the house for five days...I can't stay in one place too long.

But when walking through the forest by my house while it's covered in a blanket of white... it felt like being in Narnia.

And it was beautiful.

My birthday's coming up soon.....this Monday I'll be 14. It feels strange....we're doing 'The Outsiders' for our play in advanced Drama. I don't know if you're familiar with the story, but it's mainly about two gangs, the Greasers and The Socs. And they fight over territory. The main character Ponyboy gets wrapped up in alotta trouble

Ponyboy's 14. And it makes me think about how he's the same age as me and he's getting wrapped up in murder, gang fights, and he has to run away from home too.

It's like when you watch movies, and you feel the main character is sooo much older than you and ony when you get to that age can things like that really happen to you. It's weird when you get to that age and everything is almost the same. It's even worse when you become older than the main character.

I dunno, maybe I'm the only person who thinks like this. Do any of you think like this too?

Well anyway, I've decided to focus on the birthday cake, chick flicks, and makeovers tonight. Fun!!

And as for music, I've fallen into an obsession with Laura Marling all over again

Something about her lyrics.....even when I don't quite understand them, I can somehow feel them.

"If you're born with a love for the wrote and the writ

People of letters your warning stands clear

Pay heed to your heart and not to your wit

Don't say in a letter what you can't in my ear "

xoxo

Dreams

2010-01-24T17:38:00.000-08:00

It's funny when things suddenly change...or had I seen this coming for a while?

I wanna go back to the person I used to be, but I'm not even sure who that is anymore. Now I'm finding myself listening to music in the backseat of cars, staring at the dark violet sky, thinking of things that seem unreal

I'm starting to see how hollow everything is...and always was. The worlds I escape to when I'm away from school, and all the people in it, feels like the real world. Like the same dull classrooms I go to everyday is a dream and this is reality...

Reality is the crisp smell in the air after the rain. The feeling of running around in the grass at night, laughing, jumping, shouting, and feeling out of breath, but full of life.

Reality is the late nights, eating Ramen and watching old movies, talking about things that we can only talk about when we're alone.

Reality is pirates and vampires, long dresses and swing dances, Oceans and skies that never end.

or is it simply a dream....that will also fade? And soon I will find myself back in the gray skies and four dull walls of a school classroom?

Thats why I'll hold on to these dreams for as long as possible....and try so hard to keep it in in my grasp...because if I let go...

I don't know what I would do...

xoxo

Christmas lights and Chilly nights

2009-12-14T18:25:00.000-08:00

Hello! Sorry I've been gone forever...long story. Had bad luck with my laptop :(

But I'm back...and I'm here to say: MERYY CHRISTMAS!!

For some reason I am very very excited for christmas this year because I have a feeling it will be quite magical :)

This year for Christmas I would like...

~Peter Pan on DVD (ahh, the good Old days...)

~Whisper Of the Heart (and a few other Hayao Miyazaki movies)

~The Art Of Tim Burton (GAH must own this book!!)

~And few CDs (not quite sure which ones...my mind just went blank haha)

~and last but not least: For my family and friends to all SMILE! :)

Something about clouds of smoke escaping my mouth out in the cold, and the tiny christmas fairy lights all around...something about it is just so magical, and can bring a certain warmth to my heart like nothing else

Oh, speaking of a warmth to my heart...Thank you for all the lovely comments on my Blog Birthday post. It made me feel so special, like I made e difference in the world...even just a tiny one...I love you all very very much! *virtual hugs!!*

So, my lovely blogger darlings, Have a lovely Christmas season, and be sure to tell me what YOU want from Santa! :)

xoxo

A Whole year Of Lenore!

2009-11-29T18:21:00.001-08:00

The day comes...One year ago today...I was writing my very first post here on Blogspot. I feel like I've changed so much over just 365 days...but I guess thats just what happens, huh?

Over this year, I've had so much fun blogging...and I can't wait to see how my blog changes in the years to come :)

Remember this old photography?

I want to thank all my lovely followers, anyone who reads or comments on my blog, and all my blogger friends...you all mean the world to me!

Over this year so much has changed about me...

-I fell for a certain Him and got over it soon after :p

-I Made a new best friend while I stayed close to all my old friends as well

-I realized how many memories remain in my heart

-I found a new love for film-making, photography, and writing

-I became a stronger person through all my struggles

And soooo much more!

I also must mention how this blog helped me change as well...

I think it helped me see a different side of life...through everyone elses blog and my own, I've been able to see the magic and fun in the tiny little things in life...All the tiny bits and pieces that make up the big picture...and the way Blogspot connects us all! I mean, just think...we all have one thing in mind...to blog. To show the rest of the world what's in our minds...and by having that one thing in common in brings us all together.

I'm so glad I decided to start blogging. I just hope and pray that everyday I can make someone smile. I hope that everyday i can warm someone's heart.

And, for the final thing I'll leave you with...I'll post a link to my very first post. Can you see how I've changed? :)

My first post!

I love you all so much...and I hope I've made a difference in your lives somehow....

Happy Birthday to my blog :) Have a great week!

xoxo

Photography and Fun!

2009-11-18T12:00:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! I've been quite busy lately...but I decided to post these photos I took one weekend when I was feeling extra creative :)

I basically wrote little inpirational quotes on pieces of paper and put them all over different places in which I think they would look nice.

Also, I've fallen in LOVE with A Fine Frenzy. She is absolutley amazing...her music is just so touching and her voice is just...beautiful!

watch both videos....somehow it can take me back to soooo many dreamy places in my mind.

Oh! And all my lovely followers and blogger friends...I'd LOVE for you all to tell me what you'd like me to post about more. If there's anything you wanna see more on my blog, anything you'd like me to add to my blog, music, stories, small inspirational things, or just something random, you can comment...or email me at LenoreLolita@aim.com :DD

well darlings, have a great day!

xoxo

And I Watched The Night Come Over My Head...

2009-11-08T20:30:00.000-08:00

The velvet sky swallows me up as I sleep...
And takes me to the places I see in my dreams.

xoxo

This Is Halloween

2009-10-31T08:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween dears!!! :)

I have a fun day planned ahead of me...I'm having some close friends over, where we will trick or treat then stay up late watching scary movies!

My Costume is pretty average...all the things I wanted to dress up as basically showed wayy too much skin (Does anyone else feel how annoying this is...No one wears clothes anymore!!)

So...since I am a good girl ;) I decided to just gather up a bunch of things I have here at home and make a costume!

1. Funeral Veil from Hot topic
2. My Lolita dress
3. A Lace arm-warmer
4. mary-jane ballet flats
5. Lots of dark makeup

I haven't quite thought of a name...but I suppose if someone asks me, I could say a Widow...Or someone at a funeral? haha

Oh! I have also made a halloween playlist for me and my friends to listen to as we munch on candy :D

Click here to see it!

So this is a little gift to you! I've added lots of stuff from The Nightmare Before Christmas, a bit from an anime show I Like (Vamire Knight rocks!!) and the main theme for The Corpse Bride (which is also the main song on my blog)

So, tell me what YOU are doing on this fine halloween day?!

xoxo

Fairytales...My Reality

2009-10-25T10:37:00.001-07:00

xoxo

Fairytales in a Different way, a Genius Indeed

2009-10-13T18:32:00.000-07:00

Tim Burton.

I idolize him. I want to be a director one day...and his works make me dream in ways I could never imagine.

For my Tech Theater class, we have to do a project on a job we would want in Theater...I would've chosen actor. But instead I decided to choose Director. So we had to choose a famous director to use as an example in the project...so of course, it had to be Tim Burton.

Edward Scissorhands, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Sleepy Hollow, Charlie And The Chocolate Factory (2005), The Corpse Bride, Sweeney Todd, and (soon to be!) Alice In Wonderland...are only a few of his masterpieces.

Each one of these works has inspired me, and let me see the world in a different way. He creates fairytales in a completely unlikely way

Of course a story about a gentle man, with scissors for hands who falls in love with a normal girl and ends up destroying things without meaning to, is not your every-day-fairytale. But it's still a fairytale, and it's still beautiful.

His facination with misunderstood, lonely characters breaks my heart in all his movies...happy or sad ending.

His haunting music and unforgettable scenes make his movies simply magical.

The way that his mind works is unlike ANYONE else which makes him just so special to me...Thank you Mr. Burton, for changing my life in the simplest ways.

One of the most beautiful scenes I have EVER seen in any movie.
It melts my heart and makes me feel as if part of me is in another world...

This is Tim Burton's first ever stop motion animation, and in fact, his first project EVER!
I love it with a passion as it is somehow very artistic, and of course has alot to do with Edgar Allan Poe.
It just shows how wild a child's mind is. How everything is just so big. And at the same time,
another strange character, which I love :)

So tell me who inspires you so very much!

xoxo

Fly Away With Me

2009-10-10T22:02:00.001-07:00

via weheartit

xoxo

It Was Only A Kiss

2009-10-05T20:02:00.000-07:00

One of the best music videos I have ever seen!

It goes perfectly with the song...and something about it is just soooo magical...the costumes, The way the lead singer (Brandon Flowers) looks when he sings. He has an amazing presence!

Isn't is interesting how they made the girl look so innocent? With all the makeup, and the hair...and yet somhow you can just tell she's not innocent at all...

By far one of my favorite videos of all time...It feels like a dream. It's so symbolic. It brings back 80s music with a modern twist...which is genius.

I used to hear this song on the radio alot. But after listening to it over and over for the past hour, It's taken over me...and after seeing the video...It's like finding a whole new world.

"Jealousy
turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside"

xoxo

Lullaby For A Stormy Night

2009-09-30T17:59:00.000-07:00

"little child, be not afraid

though rain pounds harshly against the glass

like an unwanted stranger,

there is no danger

I am here tonight..."

"little child, be not afraid

though thunder explodes and a lightning flash

illuminates your tear-stained face

I am here tonight..."

"...and someday you'll know

that nature is so...

the same rain that draws you near me

falls on rivers and land, on forests and sand

makes the beautiful world that you'll see

in the morning..."

"for you know, once even I was a little child,
and I was afraid
but a gentle someone always came
to dry all my tears, trade sweet sleep for fears
and to give a kiss goodnight...

well now I am grown
and these years have shown that rain's a part of how life goes
but it's dark and it's late so I'll hold you and wait
til your frightened eyes do close..."

"In the morning...everythings fine in the morning..."

(Lyrics from: Vienna Teng- Lullaby For A Stormy Night)

xoxo

Ten Million Fireflies

2009-09-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

I had a dream that My mom was letting me fly out to Canada all alone to see a super special exclusive Fall Out Boy concert...I was wearing the most colorful outfit ever...I think it was something like a bit of a puffy skirt with a rainbow striped shirt and my Fall Out Boy shirt I got from the last concert on top of it.

Pete Wentz (the cool bassist :D ) was on my plane somehow...and he kept smiling and staring at me...then I talked to him very casually...

That was simply a small part of my dream...lots more happened but If I told it all, It would possibly take up a very very long post...

So, Yesterday after returning from a fabulous weekend with Bri...I realized that I am quite sick...

Today was supposed to be holiday from school...but of course the ONE time I get sick it has to be on a day off...just my luck, huh?

But since I will be home pn this beautiful Monday, what can I do for fun? Well Of course...drink my tea and listen to music!

so what music has been keeping me alive lately?

WATCH THIS WHOLE VIDEO AND FOCUS ON THE AMAZING LYRICS! seriously...It's soooo beautiful. Owl City is very unique and fantastic...I just recently bought his newest album, Ocean Eyes, from Target...go get one. It includes this song and many others.

If you like him, check out his songs: Vanilla Twilight, Fuzzy Blue Lights, Meteor Shower, and Rainbow Veins :) I linked each of them to a youtube video of the song!

So, I want you all to tell me what dreams You've been having lately and What music You've been into! Always suggest new music to me so I can feature it! And you know I love finding new artists! :)

xoxo

Yes, I have Returned...

2009-09-22T15:23:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK! yes, here I am darlings!

My absence was due to the horrible nightmare known as School...and many other things :p but now that I've settled in and its not really so nightmarish anymore, I'm glad to be back :D

So, with a new school year, comes a new schedule...and mine is very interesting indeed!

1. Language Arts
2. Advanced Drama
3. Math
4. Science
5. French
6. Once Apon A Time*
7. Social Staudies
8. Tech Theater II

*once apon a time is a class ALL about fairytales, and different authors and versions of fairytales :) Amazing, right?

No cute guys this year...but some very interesting people. 8th frade is scary...so many labels, so much peer preessure, so many people doing things that make me look way too innocent. It's scary for sure.

But I suppose this is what 8th grade is all about...hook-ups, break-ups, friends, pressure, tears...like one of those cheesy teen drama shows! But without those things we wouldn't have the smiles afterwards...so I'm glad :)

Also, for the new school year...I've been adding stuff to my room...lots of stuff! My bulliten board is so full now! Remember when I first posted about it? It barely had anything on it! Now, I can't find any room to put new pictures on :D Oh, and now my walls have loads of new posters on them!

and now since I must leave you...I have some homework to do...I'll leave you with a little gift:

NeverShoutNever is an unsigned artist who is simply AMAZING! His music has a very sweet feel to it and he's all about living free and being happy :) This video can turn any bad day into the best day ever! Because...you're only as tall as your heart will let you be, and only as small as the world will make you seem...make everyday count darlings!!!

so, tell me how this new school year has been going for you!

(by the way, be sure to keep up with me on twitter!! http://twitter.com/Lenore_lolita)

xoxo

Caroline's a victim

2009-08-21T19:20:00.000-07:00

Hello! Sorry for my absence...I just got back from Egypt a couple of days ago, and I'm very jet lag, and I've been busy with Back to school Shopping! Also, My laptop is going to get fixed :( so I might take a while to post alot...

But anyway, Friday's Music Video!!! Well, as you know, I love Kate Nash...and this is her first single...very Unique, and unlike alot of her stuff, but I think It's such an amazing video and I love the room :) and Kate on the drums!

I'll post more next time...as of now I'm at a sleepover with Bri! Do you have any plans this weekend dears?

xoxo

Pyramids and Micheal Jackson

2009-08-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

Hello! I have been absent for a while...And I'm sorry, I guess I was still too busy with this amazing City, Cairo!!

I'll miss it here when I leave :(

Apparently I was born right in front of the Nile River! And now I get to come back to where I was born after being gone for a whole year :) I feel as if the Nile itself flows through my veins...and it always will...

I've also been busy getting over the excitement of Sprinkle's blog post on me!! :)

She did an amazing job...better than I ever imagined!

I'm so glad she did this for me...

I just got done watching this amazing and inspiring movie!! Ahhhhh, so sweet! Makes me really want to go back and live in the 80s and dance to Micheal Jackson...

Hmmm...I think I'm gonna try and learn how to do the Thriller Dance! :) And as for Friday's music Video...I have been hooked on Regina Spekor lately!! And this song is just sooooo bittersweet and inspiring...and such a pretty music video...so artistic! :)

Well...that's it for now!! Hope You all had a fantastic week!! see ya sweethearts!

xoxo

Crashing Waves and Purple Nail Polish

2009-08-06T13:48:00.000-07:00

Hello! I got back from the beach today...and it was fantastic!

I stayed at two different Beaches In Alexandria. Cleopatra lived there! At the first beach, I stayed with some family from my Dad's side, including all my cousins, and we had a blast!

The second one, is one i went to since I was about 2...we stayed for a few weeks, then the past two days one of my best friends stayed with me! We swam, and of course, stayed on the internet.

We came home today, and I feel a Bit sick :( I woke up very nauseaus and felt that way now and then through-out the day. But I'm very glad to be home In my apartment in Cairo with my beautiful city lights :)

By the way, I have been obsessed with a few things lately...

In music, I have been obsessing over Laura Marling (Of course!!) And Carter Hulsey! Now, if you read my blog you MUST know laura marling, In fact the song playing right now on my playlist (The first one, Ghosts) is by her :) My amazing mommy, ordered me a whole bunch of albums off Amazon, and one of them is her debut album: Alas I Cannot Swim :)

And Carter Hulsey is just so fantastic...I love his songs Mariana and Dumbo with a passion.

Now, when it comes to style, I'm very much obsessing over Purple nail polish and HUGE sunglasses :)

Usually in summer,when I'm always barefoot and at the pool or beach, I love to have a pedicure, and I ALWAYS have a manicure. And I love a dark, shiny, fun shade of purple

And who doesn't love huge sunglasses? Even though they are far too huge for my face :)

Oh! Big thanks to Sprinkle for helping me out with the new layout and style of my blog! She is just born for this stuff :) wuv you!

Music Video for friday!

Although most of you must have already seen it, I love this video! So much fun, amazing song, and it just makes me want to make me wake up in vegas :)

See ya later sweethearts!

xoxo

People Who Inspire

2009-07-24T14:20:00.000-07:00

Well, I am very sorry people...Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland trailer will not Show anymore, they took it off the internet :(

But, sometime before the movie comes out, I will show you the outfit I'm wearing to see the movie!! Polyvore is amazing, right?

Well, I have been NEEDING to do a post on a few people who inspire me when it comes to style :) These people are:

Lady Gaga

Gotta love that bow ;) She also talked about How difficult it was to become famous and how hard she worked just to get her songs played...look how big she is now!

Katy Perry

LOVE her 40's pin-up girl style!! also, obsessed with her song Waking Up In Vegas

Kate Nash

My favorite by far...I love all her dresses (never saw her wearing pants, right?) and all the sweet prints on them, love her hair, and i LOVE her music :) :) by the way, she has a new album coming out later this year! Can't wait!

And, today is Friday, which means I will post a music video i LOVE

such a pretty and sweet video! so inspiring and real...and Chicago is beautiful...

well, now that I have talked about people that inspire me, who inspires you?

xoxo

Geeking Out Right Now!!!

2009-07-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

Gahhh!!!!

Oh em gee...I seriously almost fainted just now from excitement!!!

I was about to do a post on People wo inspire me...like, in style and such...but after the little spaz attack I just had...ahhhh!!!!

ok...so...I was roaming around the exciting land: Twitter :) and I found that Tim Burton's Alice, was in the trending topics...Now, being a total Tim Burton worshiper (yes, he is my idol) and loving Alice in Wonderland, naturally I clicked on it...and found something that made my YEAR!

HFDTRHJ;GOUW!!!!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! I can easily see this becoming my most favorite Movie of all time!

And Isn't Johnny Depp just fantastic? I mean really...wow.

Ok...Im so very sorry for completely freaking out there...but Im soooo excited for this! I'm sooo very anxious for 2010...

By The way...Big shout-out to Sprinkle! Happy Birthday Dear!! Hope you have a fabulous year and loads more to come :) xxx

and I'm sorry for being late on The tea party post...some of the pictures are on my friends phone and when I see her I'll upload them :)

oh by the way, what are your thoughts on Tim Burton's Alice? Excited? I know I am :)

xoxo

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes

2009-07-20T15:20:00.000-07:00

Hello!! How is everyone? I have been having a lovely time at the beach...My dad actually let me drive :p Just a few more years and i really can drive for real, haha

The beaches here in Egypt are amazing.

Most of my summers are spent here :)

Oh! Today is Monday, which means Im featuring a song i love. so I decided to feature...Remembering Sunday by All Time Low.

Bri showed me this song while we were both getting into All Time Low...and I fell in love. It's sooo beautiful and bittersweet...very sad actually...but a beautiful story. Bri cried. And I Got inspired and emotional :)

So what have you been doing? anything interesting? Also, I'd love it if you guys recommended some songs for me...I love finding new things to listen to...I can listen to ANYTHING...one minute It's Fall Out boy, the next, Kate Nash :)

xoxo

And Birds were singing to calm us down

2009-07-17T03:09:00.001-07:00

Well today is a Lovely Friday, for I am going to the beach!!! I will be gone for a while...But i will try my BEST to get the crappy internet working there!

So today is Friday...which means I'll be featuring a music video that i find FANTASTIC :)

Im featuring Laura Marling- My Manic And I

I first found this song on The Unicorn Diaries and I fell in love with the song and Laura Marling. The video is so unique and has some sort of magic to it :)

xoxo

Tea Parties and City Lights!

2009-07-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

hello there!!

It has been a while since I posted...but I've been soooo busy!

Well, first thing, I've been spending a GREAT deal of time staring out the car window at night and looking at the BEAUTIFUL city lights here in Cairo, Egypt while listening to Owl City :) I'll need to post Pictures next time I go on a Long drive!

And second thing is, Me and a couple of friends had a tea party together! One of these lovely friends was Rosebud...she wore My Lolita dress while I wore my Brand new checkered dress from H&M :) I'll need to post more on The tea Party later, once i have all the photos Uploaded! {Rosebud & Lenore}

Also, I decided to feature more Music and Videos on my blog! Every Friday I'll feature a Music Video that I think is Fantastic, and each Monday, I'll feature a song that I cant stop listening to! Tomorrow is Friday right? :)

If there is ANYTHING you'd like to see on my blog then please comment!!

xoxo

Boston Soundtrack

2009-07-07T15:06:00.000-07:00

Lyrics here

I Know It's a sad song...but It was what was always playing while I was in Beautiful Boston.

Sometimes when I hear it, i feel the city lights

xoxo

Boston-Day 3

2009-07-04T14:53:00.000-07:00

My last day in Beautiful Boston...

I woke Up once again....with the city pouring into my window...it was bittersweet though

So we woke up...and it was the normal routine, we had a simple breakfast and planned to go to The Harvard campus :)

So we caught a bus...and it was the best ride ever. So many people of all sorts were on the bus

so we went down to the campus and I looked around and thought it was amazing....I would love to go there, but I'm going film School...

We walked around that part of the city for a while, and watched all the people, and shops...we then passed by a gift shop and I bought an Obama shirt for my mom, and a little Edgar Allan Poe finger puppet. haha! I love him to death! I also bought a BUNCH of chocolate...

We then caught a cab and made our way back home....time to get ready for the airport.

I walked through the airport with a heavy heart and a certain feeling of hate for my small town...getting on the plane was worse...I watched all the city lights from afar and my eyes watered...goodbye Boston...Goodbye city Lights and cars and people and magic...

I watched the beautiful city become teeny-tiny as I flew away.

The End

xoxo

Goodmorning sunshine

2009-07-01T03:54:00.000-07:00

hello!! sorry it's been forever since I've posted...

Well i've been on vacation in Egypt. Surprising I know, but I did grow up here. I'm in Cairo the Largest city in Africa...which means?

City Lights!! so expect loads of posts on that :)

I'll write more about egypt and my life here another time...

Oh, by the way, Sprinkle of the Sprinkle Diary wrote a FANTASTIC post on Betsey Johnson since she is retiring *tear* But I love the post and you will too...so be sure to check it out

Bye Bye Betsey

So I'll leave you with A little gift...

Boston Day Three (FINAL) next post!!

xoxo

And the Sky was a Thousand Colors

2009-06-22T20:20:00.000-07:00

(Thanks Bri)

Bri slept over again...except this time...we hardly slept. We stayed up all night long...blogging, listening to music....then I looked out the window, and the sky had changed from a dark velvet to a cloudy, almost violet, grey. The sun was rising :)

Brianna took most of the photos...while I watched the sky change to Orange and Pink and Light blue in between.

As I walked out my bedroom door, Bri asked

"won't your mom get mad?!"

I replied

"haha...I dont know...probably"

It was a chance I was willing to take

I tip-toed out the front door and quietly ran down to the sidewalk. I sat down on the edge of the sidewalk and watched the sky. I quitely sang Moon River to myself.

I ran back upstairs and into my bedroom. I jumped beneath the covers and brianna found my "things to get lost to" playlist.

Drifted off to sleep at 6 am to the beautiful melody of a lullabye...and the image of the sunrise still in my mind

xoxo

Leaning now into the breeze

2009-06-21T01:44:00.000-07:00

Watching life pass by from the window of your car...

Have you ever wondered if you could suddenly run out of time?

It all goes by too fast

I really wish I couldn't miss a second

I think knowing this...only makes life more special

xoxo

Alone with my runny nose and tired eyes

2009-06-12T16:52:00.000-07:00

My bedside table

A lovely thing to have beside me while I spend hours coughing and sniffing.

I'll be ok soon enough...

I want to soak up the summer sun as soon as possible

Ice cream, and lemonade...

xoxo

Lolita Polyvore

2009-06-11T16:54:00.000-07:00

If only, I had alot of money and lived in Tokyo...

I would dress like this forever

xoxo

Swing Music and Perfume

2009-06-10T17:50:00.000-07:00

The young girl semi skipped around her room as she got ready. She felt too happy in her brand new dress that she saved up for...all her money.

Frank Sinatra was singing to her straight from her old stereo, she sang along as she put on some blush.

She sprayed on some of her Harajuku Lovers perfume and put on some her her favorite Hello Kitty lip gloss.

She put on her heart neckalace that she adored

and She put her keys into her vintage-looking purse she got from Kohl's for 7 dollars.

she took one last look in the mirror and walked out the door.

xoxo

Bittersweet Summer

2009-06-09T18:49:00.000-07:00

Everyone is posting delightful posts on summer and how it's lemonade and ice cream will bring smiles.

Well, I'll be different, and speak of how I'll miss everything I've been through this year, is that all right?

So much has happened, so many new faces and places I never want to forget...so many worlds inside of my heart I never knew existed, some sunny and beautiful, some dark and tragic.

All the poeple, who have somehow made a difference in my life by just being in it...even if they played a seemingly small part.

I'll miss Him...my precious him...who makes tiny butterflies flutter in my stomach...who makes me feel happy and sad all at once.

But I guess, for the next two months or so...I can always enjoy lemonade and ice cream.

xoxo

My Favorite Things

2009-06-06T06:50:00.001-07:00

These are a few of my favorite things.

The little bits that make me happy in between the big parts of life.

The simple, pretty things.

Do you have those things? That at any moment, you just feel you must take a picture, because they look sooo pretty and they make you feel happy? Thos timy things...

Last night...I danced, and danced forever. I spent a good amount of time with Him. We kept on "running into" eachother. At one point, he put his arm around me for a photo. I got this feeling, like everything was just perfect. Like in the movies...when the princess finds the prince. If only He knew...

At one point, the song Shake It came on. And we danced right by eachother and sang along. It was Magical.

Im just so happy. I think it was all a dream...
xoxo

Dollhouse

2009-06-05T12:58:00.000-07:00

Dollhouses hold such magic...maybe one day, I'll be teeny-tiny.

xoxo

all the broken bits that make you trip up and grassy bits inbetween

2009-06-04T14:15:00.000-07:00

Have you ever just wondered about life...all the small things?

xoxo

Read Previous Post

2009-06-03T15:46:00.000-07:00

It just came out of the wash...so it's a tad bit wrinkled and such...But here it is!! The Boston Cupcake shirt!

xoxo

Boston-day 2

2009-05-29T17:11:00.000-07:00

Finally, the long awaited Boston day 2 post!!

Once again, I woke up to the sounds and sights of the city!! With all the buildings and opens skys filled with possibilities!

Today, we went for brunch at this resteraunt...but I cannot seem to remember the name....It was fabulous and very old fashioned in a small little brick building!!

But, while we had to wait to get seated...we stopped by Johnny Cupcakes. I reccomend this shop to anyone who loves cupcakes...well cupcake clothing! The whole shop, was Shirts with cupcakes on them folded up on trays in fake ovens and freezers...as if they were cupcakes!

The story behind this awesome place, is a college boy named Johnny, who was bored and started making shirts with cupcakes on them. Everyone on campus LOVED them, so he sold them. Later, he started a shop: Johnny Cupcakes. Quite a lovely place

so, after a got a shirt that said "Boston" with icing and sprinkles on it...we went back into the resteraunt to enjoy a fantastic brunch!

After that, we simply walked around the beautiful city...We went on the subway!!! and we went shopping at Urban Outfitters (I love the many things you can fiind there) I bought a lovely dress

After walking around EVEN more...we found some interesting street shows! We then walked through a place with so much food, you could nit imagine.

then finally, we saw the harbour. AMAZING!!! Blue water...and on the other side...more building!! If I did live in Boston...I would walk there with my music each day :)

That night, we saw the Blue Man Group!! Amazing, I cant even begin to explain, just awesome music, comedy and unusual stunts...in a small little theater you find in the alley ways like the movies!!! I reccomend this show to EVERYONE. Most amazing show you will see...but I'll warn you, dont get dressed up, Its messy ;)

After the Fantastical show...we walked around China Town, which I thought was amazing! Untill we finally found a great chienese place (out of china town though, haha) and we enjoyed it vey much!

On the way home...I cherished the lights and noises of the beautiful city, because I knew, that would be my last night there...

ahhhhh...memories <3

xoxo

forgive me

2009-05-17T18:33:00.000-07:00

Please do forgive me, I've had the longest past couple of weeks!! My dad took me and my brother to Myrtle Beach in South Carolina, then, just this past weekend, I went to my dear Great Grandma's funeral in Rosedale, Indiana. I miss her, but the town was lovely, and I met all these cousins i never knew i had!!

I said, I would make Boston-Day 2 my next post, but I do not have time right now, so instead, I'll make up for it, by posting some pictures from Myrtle Beach!

This one was when i was in a ferris wheel at a carnival by the ocean!

xoxo

Being Indie and loving everything!!

2009-04-26T19:00:00.000-07:00

"There's a house across the river but alas I cannot swimAnd a garden of such beauty that the flowers seem to grinThere's a house across the river but alas I cannot swimI'll live my life regretting that I never jumped in"

-Alas I Cannot Swim (by Laura Marling)

one of the many songs I listened to while having my little frenzy of listening to lovely, unique guitar music in my garage :)

oh, what an Indie day I had! First I woke up and watched Nick And Norah's Infinite Playlist. Loved it!!! My fave was Norah's best friend, Caroline as well as the dudes in the van, especially the asian one (forgot his name...hehe)

then i had to clean up my room, whic took forever :P

then, I had my friend Samantha over (she lives in my neighborhood) and we ate Cheerios and Ramen Noodles while watching family guy

After she left, i cleaned out my drawer and gathered up my stuff and went to my garage and danced around to Laura Marling, Noah And The Whale, and Lenka

Then me, my mom, and my brother walked to this Mexican place by my house and had a lovely dinner :)

I must say it was a fantastic end to a fantastic weekend, especially after seeing Fall Out Boy on friday!! We drove 3 hours and the concert was amazing! I really rocked out, and I think Pete Wentz looked at me once or twice when I jumped on top of this seat and screamed. haha

I seriously cried when they came on stage, it was a dream come true.

well, i must go get ready for bed now, so I'll leave you with some pictures of my scrap book and my bulliten board, just a couple of the things that inspire me :)

ps- Boston-Day 2 will be the next post!! <3

xoxo

Train

2009-04-22T17:06:00.000-07:00

All of us as people, always feel that we're not happy...it's like we're on a train and all we focus on is the crappy seats that we're sitting in and not the beauty outside the window. We're all idiots somehow...we never think about where the train is stopping or whats outside...only the uncomfortable seats.

the problem is, I'm one of those idiots. Even when I was a child and life was simple, I couldn't see out the window, the seat just seemed nicer. Someday, we'll all see the view.

xoxo

Staying Lost

2009-04-17T19:35:00.000-07:00

I'm warm and happy. I'm in my own world, that I so carefully weaved out of my deepest dreams. Soft sounds of lullabye music is what keeps it alive.

"Little child, be not afraidThe storm clouds mask your beloved moon. And it's candlelight beams, still keep pleasant dreams. I am here tonight"

This music cannot end. For it is always playing in my heart. The only trace of the outside world is the light shining in from the bottom of the door. I'm afraid to look at it, or to go towards it, for if I do, the light will shatter this fragile world...I'll keep it a while longer. I'll lay my head down, and let the lullabye play.

xoxo

Short Boston Movie I Made :)

2009-04-12T21:59:00.000-07:00

Heres a short movie I made with some taping I did in Boston. I know it really has no point and is waaaay too short, but I couldn't get enough footage haha. Its just a fun little movie I made. :)

Boston-day 1

2009-04-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

After arriving, the flight attendant helped me to find Minnie (my moms friend who i was taying with) after we got my suitcase from baggage claim, we were off to catch a cab. I will never for get that taxi ride. thye whole time, all I could say was "omigosh!! Lights, Buildings...!!" It was especially beautiful to ride on a bridge and see all the builiding from afar and all the tiny little lights, just like in the movies! After getting to her apartment (which was lovely!) i took a shower, and made a nice bowl of hot ramen noodles while watching CSI. My bedroom had an amazing view, and I fell asleep with city lights illuminating the tiny room.

day 1

waking up was beautiful because i wasn't in my own room, I woke up to see a sunny morning with a real city outside. I had a lovely breakfast (Minnie's ommelettes are amazing!) then spent the morning getting dressed, and taking pictures and recording footage out my window.

outside my window

we decided to spend the day walking around the city and going shopping at HnM. The city was beautiful and filled with all sorts of people. We stopped by an old Church that was so beautiful. It was built probably a hundred years ago and had amazing acultures and courtyards.

We then shopped at HnM, which was lovely. I got some awesome purple skinny pants, and leg warmers. After that, we simply walked around the city...

then, we went to this huge building called the Prudential. It had a mall inside:

We ate there then decided to go home and hang out a bit before going to see Coraline. It was an amazing movie, which was very well directed and I loved it's gothic fantasy feel. Only problem, it was Valentines day, so the movie theater was soooooo crowded and I had to sit on the stairs on the side of the seats...lol

somehow we ended up in China Town after coming out of the movie theater...so we caught a cab and went home.

Again, we stayed up late and we watched the movie of the life of Celine Dion (actually quite interesting...)

Once again i fell asleep with city lights making me feel safe and happy.

xoxo

Lost

2009-04-10T08:05:00.001-07:00

Lately, I have been escaping to my own worlds...and the more that I do, the harder it is to get out...maybe I'd rather stay lost...

Boston- Departure

2009-04-09T16:01:00.000-07:00

Here I was...the airport. Only a week ago had I gotten the fanastic tickets for Boston (and my first flight alone) I was so excited, I couldn't contain myself. Once we had made it through the usual airport procedures, I was practically jumping. My brother was impatient, and my mom, going on and on about how much she would miss me. But none of that mattered, all I cared about was the lights and tall buildings, a city.
Finally it was time, they called for my flight and we made our way to the door leading to the tunnel which lead to the plane. After we clarified that I was a minor traveling alone, they gave me a paper that i wrapped around my wrist and the flight attendant told me she would help me board the plane. I hugged my mom tight and we said our goodbyes...then that was it, I was on my way to the plane. Once I had sat down I could already feel the rush of the city. "finally" I thought to myself as I heard the roar of the plane, and we were off.

I'm Back!

2009-03-21T11:02:00.000-07:00

hello! Finally, a post!! haha

I have been so busy with Play Rehersal till 5:30 each day...and Talent show. I danced with a group ((spanish dancing)) and we made it in the top 4!! we didnt win though...but oh, the feeling of performing...the feeling of adrenaline and elictricity!

and, guess what...last week i waited in line for Twilight to come out on DVD. It was a fun experience, and they had cake!! I got a Team Edward bag...and a Twilight Director's Notebook!! It was interesting to read and see inside the mind of a real director, as you all know, something I would love!!

oh yes! I have been tagged by Pixie July, as well as Sprinkle for the Show Your Heart tag!!

so, I must show my heart with...

1 picture

((I have used this picture before...In an old "Moon River" post...But it really shows my heart))

1 Poem

The day is cold, and dark, and dreary;It rains, and the wind is never weary;The vine still clings to the moldering wall,But at every gust th dead leaves fall,And the day is dark and dreary.My life is cold, and dark, and dreary;It rains, and the wind is never weary;My thoughts still cling to the moldering Past,But the hopes of youth fall thick in the blastAnd the days are dark and dreary.Be still, sad heart! and cease repining;Behind the clouds is the sun still shining;Thy fate is the common fate of all,Into each life some rain must fall,Some days must be dark and dreary.

-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ((It's so deep! Into each life, some rain must fall...))

1 song or piece of music

She Said- Rin Oikawa ((It's very touching...It always gives me hope...the lyrics...))

1 quote or phrase

"Try to be fearless, because fear can inhibit ou, and keep you from life" ((ummm...I forgot who said that...))

1 piece of clothing

((well, it's not from a specific clothing line, but you know how I love Gothic Lolita))

1 place

((random picture, don't even know where this place is...But it is beautiful, and I want to go there so a I can simply walk, sing to myself and daydream...))

and, for fun, 1 disney princess

((We are both somewhat rebels, and a bit wild. we both always want to go off to new more beautiful worlds, she is under the sea and wants to go to land, I am in a suburb and I want to be in a huge city... and, when we fall in love, we are completely wrapped up in it and want to escape everything else.))

well, I also must add something, since I started this post long ago, and am finishing it now...I finally finished doing our play Willy Wonka! The most amazing feeling in the world, is that of performing, and walking off that stage and having that elictricity running through you.

also, I got a Twitter!! now all of you MUST get one as well!!

http://twitter.com/Lenore_lolita

well, thats it for now. oh, and I think I found a way to upload my photos though my camera is completely messed up, so I will start the Boston sseries soon. I'm soooo sorry it's late!!

xoxo

I'm Alive

2009-03-17T17:53:00.000-07:00

I'll post more soon...this is simply to assure you all that I'm not dead...I'm sorry. It's been nearly two weeks!!

Expect a good, long post very soon!

xoxo

Is any of this for real, or not?

2009-03-05T11:16:00.000-08:00

hello! well, As you all know, I love making movies and want to be a director someday...
so, I am going to share one of my videos with you!!

I used the clips from my favorite video game: Kingdom hearts

The audio is also from Kindom hearts, I just mixed it together with the music...Some of the audio is from Kingdom Hearts and some is from Kindom Hearts II

the music is from the kingdom hearts soudtrack except its a music box version, its called: Dearly Beloved

its nothing too special, just me experimenting with sound and such. But i thought it would be a nice "first video" to post

Enjoy! and be sure to tell me what you think!!

((be sure to turn off my playlist first!!))

Oh!! I will start my "Boston" series of posts soon. But there is something wrong with my camera so its going to be hard to upload the photos.

xoxo

"It's hard to let it go..."

2009-03-03T16:06:00.000-08:00

You Show Me how to see...that nothing's whole, and nothing is boken...

In You and I, Theres a new land...My sanctuary, my sanctuary....

Where fears and lies, melt away...

Hold me...

Whatever lies beyond this morning, is a little later on

regardless of warnings, the future doesn't scare me at all...Nothing's like before

When you walk away you dont hear me say "Please, oh baby, don't go"

Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight

Its hard to let it go...

Lyrics from the songs of the amazing: Utada Hikaru ((my most favorite singer/ songwriter))

songs: Sanctuary, Simple And Clean

xoxo

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow...

2009-03-02T05:20:00.000-08:00

It started snowing last night, and it was soooo magical and everything looked like a snowglobe!

I prayed all night long that it would keep snowing and we would have to close schools...

I guess God was listening, because when I checked the school website, ALL SCHOOLS IN THE WHOLE COUNTY WERE CLOSED!!

I am soooooo happy, i cannot even contain myself. It's hard to believe that spring is only a few weeks away...I guess this is like the lasst piece of winter before spring start...wow.

xoxo

Cross Your Fingers, Hold Your Toes...

2009-02-28T20:48:00.000-08:00

...We're all gonna die when the building blows ((My favorite song at the moment))

well, I had quite a delightful day today. It consisted of watching A Little Princess. ((Lovely movie...made me cry and made me truly belive we are all princesses))

Then, taking a wild walk in the rain. Just for the fun of it. My boots are ruined, but I don't care!

Then, reading Alice's Adventures In Wonderland. It somwhow reminds me of my strange dreams. Confusing, yet curious and beautiful.

Then, listening to Laura Marling while I worked on "My Favorite Things" scrapbook. I try to put as much love and imagination as I can into it.

Now, I'll probably stay up very late and watch Kiki's Delivery Service.

I feel like I was once again reborn into a little girl, and I love it!

xoxo

Nothing

2009-02-28T12:12:00.000-08:00

Whats Nothing? Nothing, is what you tell grown ups when they ask what you're doing.

"what are you doing?"

"Nothing"

Right now...I'm doing nothing. Nothing at all...

xoxo

My Huckleberry Friend

2009-02-27T20:14:00.000-08:00

Moon River has been my friend for a long time. Ever since I first saw him...But I never realized it.

We never notice him, no one does. That is, when we are younger. We all feel like we were ignorant and stupid when we were young, but we were not. we just couldn't see as well as we can now.

I never noticed his nostalgic presence...his dreamy presence. he is my little piece of the world that is away from the world. And now that I can't see him, I miss him so, so much. But I'll find him. I'll cross him in style some day.

He is My old dream maker, and Heart breaker. Moon River, and me.

xoxo

Oscars, Blog Awards, Music and Movies!!

2009-02-23T18:01:00.001-08:00

well, i haven't posted in a while...

Alot has been happening. I got back from boston last week. As soon as I upload the photos, i will start a series on this blog and call it "Boston" ((yes, very simple)). I cannot wait!!

Did you see the Oscars??? Oh, it was soooo amazing!! I was soooo happy to see Heath Ledger get best supporting roll...If only he was with us now...so sad!

Someday, I'll be there. I'll get in the department of best supporting Actress, Lead actress, or Director. I will...I will.

Seeing all those people get soooo emptional while accepting there Oscar, inspired me. I can do anything.

Also...Jemima has given me a LOVELY award!! Thank You darling...

The rules are...1. Link the blog who gave you this award. 2. Give the award to seven other bloggers and link them. 3. Tell them that you have given them an award.

Now I must pass this on to 7 other lovely bloggers...So....

1. Sprinkle (A lovely girl who has giant city dreams just like me! Also, a super blog! It makes me warm inside)

2. Lonely Heart ( Very deep thought that gets us all thinking. I'm always excited for a new post)

3. sammi-lise (Her blog truly is a fairy tale unlike any other. simply amazing. i also adore the music!!!)

4. ChipotleChick (Very, Very entertaining. I always enjoy reading her blog. You know...She reminds me of this friend i have...but thats another story. Anyway, great blog)

5. Peachy-Pinklove (Yes, I know she's not on blogspot, but she still has a great blog. She calls her thoughts tiny, But they're big. The beautiful thoughts of a true dreamer)

6. DeeLoli (quite the Lolita!!! a very pretty blog with great music!! All my faves- Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy X...Please, please post more!!)

7.Chromaphilick (A very interesting blog...BEAUTIFUL pictures. awesome.)

There you go! You all desrve it darlings!!!!!

now...just a few random things I feel like stating.

Music lately: Moon River (I cannot stop playing it on my keyboard and singing it!)

Clothes lately: My Abby Dawn rock and roll jeans (LUV EM!)

Schoolwork lately: well, projects about Ancient Egypt, and i need to start a biography on Edgar Allen Poe.

My Movies lately: Well, i'm going to try to make my first animation!! *happy music plays* but, I just finished this cool mucic video using clips from my favorite Video Game (Kingdom Hearts) and this cool song by my favorite japanese singer, Utada Hikaru! ((Random Dierector moment))

well, thats all for now.

Never forget- Live, Laugh, Love ((The Three Ls)) hehe

xoxo

oh, how I love you Boston!

2009-02-14T10:40:00.000-08:00

The most magical place=Boston!!

So great to fall asleep with City Lights keeping the room alive, and to wake up, staring at builidings like tall castle towers...

A picture from outside my window!!, not the best though...

I'll take more, and maybe post a video!

xoxo

Boston

2009-02-13T19:23:00.001-08:00

I've made it. Finally...

Here I am, sitting in a bulding, like a princess in a tower, city lights all around me, buildings, cars, people, magic...

I cannot believe it.

xoxo

Thank You Sprinkle!!

2009-02-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

well, Sprinkle, of the Sprinkle-Diary has given me an award!! I am sooo happy, and it is sooo lovely! <3333

Hmmm...Who should I give it to??? I think I will give it to.....

Lonely Heart!

She has a simply LOVELY blog. ((But, everytime I try to go on it, it wont let me!! I hope You're reading this!! <3>

anyway, random fact, i have been listening to Fall Out Boy, NON-STOP!! I simply love them, and Pete wentz is adorable. When you look at my playlist, well, it doesnt seem like the most likely thing I would listen to...But i shall add one of their songs now!

ah yes...Only one more day till Boston!! Soon, i'll fall asleep watching city lights...

xoxo

Best Birthday Ever

2009-02-08T16:56:00.000-08:00

Well, first, yesterday, i managed to find one of my gifts, a "Kiki's Delivery Service" DVD. It was one of my most favorite movies as a 6 yr. old ((or was it 5?)) So it was rather nice and nostalgic. I can really understand it now, because its all about the things we go through in life, and its also a very cute, and beautifully animated movie.

second: I woke up quite early, expecting not an Amazing birthday, just some CDs, a book, maybe another DVD, then I would go to a movie with some of my friends. I was wrong. My first gift, A Fall Out Boy CD ((I love that band)), from my brother. Then, Breaking Dawn ((the fourth twilight book)), from my mom. And then there was another thing from my mom. i opened it, and it was a white box i could decorate myself, and inside, there was a little Hello Kitty hot-spicy-candy container ((the candy is lovely)) and an envolope. I opened it, and there were two papers inside. My mom said to read the letter first. So i did, and it talked about how i want independence and how she thought that now, I deserved it. ((At this point, I'm thinking she got me a credit card)) When I looked at the other papers, they were all, Bussiness stuff, all grown up words i could not understand.....i asked what it is, and she said

"You're going to Boston"

I almost fainted. I'm going to Boston ((BIG city)) on my own, for three days next weekend, and I'm staying with my Mom's friend. I' so excited, in fact...There's only about 5 more days...This is a dream come true.

But there was more...A while later, My mom asked me to get the door, but i was on the phone. So when i finally got off, I'm wondering "Why must I answer the door??!"

I open it, and standing there is one of my best friends, who lives two hours away. Was this really happening?? So we had a great day together, we took a walk, then went Go-Carting, then ate Chienese for luch. The we had my Birthday cake ((Which was soooo lovely and Nostalgic, because my mom made it just the way she did when I was younger)) then he went home.

He happened to move to the same place I was moving ((He was One of the many people we knew from there)) He came to live where we used to live a couple of yrs ago, then he moved back home, and i moved one or two weeks after. But like i said, he lives Two hrs. away. But it was awesome to think that, One year ago today, i was celebrating with him and all my friends i miss soooooo much. So him being here, is like a small part of that here today.

After that, i went to the movies and saw "Push" with some friends. I just got back a little while ago...and it was amazing! This was truly, the best birthday ever!!

I cannot believe it was real.

xoxo

the post without a name...

2009-02-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

Well, I really do not know what to call this post...

Anyway, my birthday is on Sunday. Usually I am VERY excited, but for some reason, I'm anxious...why?? It doesn't make any sense...Could I be turning into a Bella??

*panics*

well, anyway...It did not snow that hard after all. I love snow, it is simply magical! It did snow here recently, just a few weeks ago...I was going to write a whole post on that with pictures...but I was far too lazy to upload the photos...I will though...sometime I guess...

I have been chatting with "him" lately. I miss him sooo much. I dont think he thinks of me at all, because I've stopped having dreams about him. Boys are really clueless...haha

Ohhh...My dreams for the city have not yet left. my dad might have to go to a convention in Chicago, so I might go with him. Either that, or My mother might take me to New York...I'm not sure. My mom wants to visist some friends, so who knows? I Just want to get out of here, and run away...

Oh yes...A random fact about me:

Did you know, that at school I am basically thought of as the "Almost-Punk-Emo-Girl"

((I hate labels)) even though I'm soooo bubbly? Well, I seem to like the color black lately, and I'm quite into lots of wristbands and *Drumroll* Hot Topic!! ((One of my fave shops, along with the Hello Kitty shop..hehe)) I was putting on one of those punk-rocker wrist-bands, and my friend said "Wooahhh...Don't you think thats sorta emo?"

so what?

It's my style and I like it. Its not like I'm trying to make a statement, or something. I just like wristbands and Converse. And sometimes, I like elegant, girly-goth stuff ((Lolita, hehe))

The best word to describe me: Quite Strange

ummm...well, thats two...

Oh, yes. Today, The amazing ChipotleChick has written something quite nice about me on her blog. It really made my day. Thank You. I can honestly say that her blog is awesome. So read it. Seriously, read it, I love it.

Well, I suppose I just posted for the fun of it. As well as to thank ChipotleChick ((Thanks Again))

I wish you all a great night ((or day, if you're reading this during the day))

((Oh, and about the angel/anime picture...I just like it alot, and I didnt know what else to post hehe))

xoxo

snow...

2009-02-03T20:16:00.000-08:00

Please, Let it snow harder.
Turn my town into a snowglobe. Please...

xoxo

Sun Breaks The Sky

2009-01-30T21:15:00.000-08:00

I have these thoughts, all the time. And, I'm afraid, that if I do not write them down. They will be forgotten.

I was watching a movie, about these two girls, who became room-mates, then became best friends. I am at a time in my life, in which, I want
to be free. I want to escape this suburb and run away to a huge city. I want to wake up at dawn, in my small aprtment, and see the sun rise and break the sky and city in half. I am planning on moving when I am about 18, when I go to Film College. I will most probably go to New York, or Boston. And then, move on to London, or Tokyo!! ((I wish...))

So after watching this movie, I thought, "Wouldn't it be so awesome if my best friend and I moved in together when I get to New York. We could both get jobs and split the rent" it sounded amazing, untill I realized, I can't be pinned down somewhere. i love all my friends and family, but unless I am alone, then I can't go anywhere I wanna go, and whenever I wanna go. What if I have a room-mate, but after about 6 months, i decide that I hate the house and new York and I wanna go to Chicago?! What would my room-mate do? If I do have a room-mate, we'll both have to anticipate us moving apart maybe right after college.

Thats just who I am. I'm hard to deal with. And, I'm the type who needs to explore, who doesnt mind living in a cheap apartment in New york, as long as i have the city lights at night.

Who ever I fall in love with, or marry, will ahve to love me enough to put up with this. They'll have to put up with hearing "Lets move to London instead!!" or Tokyo, or Cairo, or...even Austrailia!

I discovered, that i am a rebel who just wants to run wild and free. Thats why, not alot of people will want to be my room-mate. And not alot of people will want to spend the rest of their lives with me after getting to know me a bit. I always thought, that I'd fall passionately in love, like all the movies, then move to a cute little house and have 2 maybe 3 kids. But I now know that theres so much more to me than that. my life, isn't gonna turn out like how most little girls anticipate. but I'll wait. I'll wait for someone who doesn't mind having a wild little girl forever.

I will move to a city where the sun breaks the sky. I will go to Film College. I will Have an awesome room-mate ((My Best Friend *bacon and eggs*)) even, if only for a few years. And I will find someone who will put up with me.

I love figuring so many things out about myself...

xoxo

Happy birthday!!

2009-01-19T19:07:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to some very special people!!!

today, the 19 of january, is the birthday of 4 people that I love dearly!!

1.My lovely friend- Abbi!! Thank you, for being such a great friend and Jpanese/Anime buddy!!

2. My dearest Sam. You are such a sweet girl and I hope you had a great birthday!

3. Mr. Edgar Allan Poe. 200 years old today...wow. So many years your genius has been a joy to all of us. You are Amazing!

4. Utada Hikaru (Hikki) The most amazing singer alive. Your songs have been such an inspiration to me. and, you are so sweet, and you have such a beautidul and poetic mind. I hope that you stay this beautiful woman forever. Happy 26th! Thank You. (Totsuzen no Hikari no naka me ga sameru. Mayonakani)

I hope there is nothing but the best in the year ahead!!!

My Birthday is very, very, soon. Febuary 8. :) Im already deciding on my next Lolita dress!!

xoxo

Think Of Me

2009-01-18T18:42:00.000-08:00

If you wait for meThen I'll come for you. Although I've travelled far, I always hold a place for youIn my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll return and fill that space in your heart

My new favorite quote...

xoxo

Lollipops

2009-01-17T18:11:00.000-08:00

I've mentioned in a previous post that they say, when you have a dream about someone, it means that they have been thinking of you, or want to be with you.

I've been having dreams about Him lately. Maybe, he's been thinking about me.

If the saying about dreams is true, then he must have dreams about me every single night.

Yesterday, I went to the mall with Bria. I went in my Lolita dress, and i enjoyed it so much. I got some strange looks from others (because of the Gothic Lolita dress) but I loved it. After eating Japanese, we skipped over to the candy shop and bought each of us a lolipop. After that, we strolled into Sanrio Surprises (the Hello Kitty shop) and bought some adorable gothic pens, little sticker books, and pink stamps. Then, we stopped by the video game shop and played a bit of guitar hero.

It was a fun day. I felt like a gothic-victorian-doll in my lolita dress.

xoxo

what is this?

2009-01-13T19:02:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since I've been so anxious to see when He will answer my message. It's a wierd feeling.

xoxo

Captive Hearts

2009-01-10T19:04:00.000-08:00

I just bought volume two of this rather lovely Manga i'm reading called Captive Hearts. I'm almost done with it. Its rather romantic (and sort of silly at the same time, but that makes it even more lovely). It's basically about this man named Megumi who is under this ancient curse in which he is like a servent to Suzuka (a girl). The curse is that he treats her like his mistress whenevr they make direct eye contact. (wierd, haha) He begins to fall in love with her, but she does not want to make his life hard, so she tries to break the curse, but cannot find a way. So, that creates a wall between them. But either way, they're madly in love. So it's epic!

I drew a picture of Suzuka. It was a very pretty page in the book, so i drew it (I did not trace!!). I also bought volume two of We Were There. But I'll write more about that once i start to read it.

yes, I know I'm not an amazing artist, but its fun!

xoxo

2009-01-09T19:43:00.000-08:00

It occured to me today, Why do I like writing on this blog?

and I realized, because here on blogspot, we're all beautiful. we're all exactly who we want to be. We can write about normal things and make them sound so lovely because thats how we see life, and now others can as well.

We meet other's who feel the same way, and for once in our life, it's not about faces, or clothes, or schools we go to. It's about words. Word drained from our head into the text. We're all free.

On my blog, is my favorite music, my favorite places, books, quotes, so much!!! And this is who I am and for once people are seeing ME!

I just find that so beautiful.

Haha! another Random Rant. But anyway, It's how I feel.
<3333

xoxo

2009-01-09T13:07:00.000-08:00

Well, about jumping into life ((see previous post))

here is the 'Long Story'...

I wanted to try out for the "Charlie and The Chocolate Factory" play at school. but I was confused (and very stupid) and a bit scared. so I went home. When I got home, I told mom all about my good news, a project I got and A on (Yay!!) , and about my day.

then I told her about the play. and that drove her mad! She knows how much I want to be an Actress/Director and told me that I should've auditioned and that I shouldnt let life pass me by. So I felt rather bad about myself and she said "C'mon, Lets drive you back now!"

Of course I was quite late, and afraid that they wouldnt let me audition. But anyway, we picked up my brother, then drove qickly to my school.

Luckily, they let me in and I got to audition!!!! I wanted to audition for the part of Veruca (The snobby rich girl) but just for fun, I read for the part of Mrs. Gloop (The mom of the kid who eats far too much chocolate, she's German). Now, I have taken German before, so I know how to do the accent. The Drama Teacher said I was great!! And so did my friends.

When I tried out for Veruca, I did well, but I did Mrs. Gloop much better. So I'm 99.9% sure, that I am getting the part of Mrs. Gloop. It is a small part, but I do it so well, that I'm going to try my best to make that part shine!

I'm soooooo excited! Imagine if I hadn't taken that opportunity???

<3333

xoxo

2009-01-07T17:55:00.000-08:00

From this day forward, I will jump into life, and not let any opportunities pass me by...Life is far too short for regrets, right?

haha...long story

<33333

xoxo

Music

2009-01-06T17:57:00.000-08:00

Lately, I have found Music to be life. Or at least, a very big part of it. It takes me to new places. Sometimes, I go on walks, just me, myself, and my music. My ipod is in my pocket and i forget where I am. All the lit up trees, and shiny sttreets after the rain, with my very own personal backround music, I'm really in a fairytale. When the song ends, so does the fairytale. But once a new song begins, it's a new fairytale, with a new theme, depending on the song. It's funny, sometimes I listen to slow, Passionate music, by Utada Hikaru, then I listen to fun, rock music like Fall Out Boy, then I'm listening, to Random, fun music like Kate Nash. I'm a drama-queen, filled with sooo many emotions, that I cannot figure myself out. Thats why I love music, It's meaningful, and It helps me figure myself out.

xoxo

Dreams

2008-12-29T15:50:00.000-08:00

Even in somewhat, boring towns like mine, I can always find a special somewhere. When I went to do the Secret Fairy Wishes, I took my brother along, and on the way home, we decided to take a walk around the neighborhood. I found a lovely surprise! I had never been to the back of our neighborhood, and it waas very, very nice. Especially the mailboxes (You can see my brother standing beside them <3333) I was wearing my lolita dress, and I was twirling in it as I walked, and tried to pretend that I was Alice, and just found Wonderland. I'm on a ski trip now, and I cannot wait to get back so I can take a long walk all by myself. Sometimes, I just love to be alone.

Lately I've been missing people too much. I just moved you see, and although my neighborhood is nice-as you just saw- I really have this beautiful yet slightly painful longing in my heart. Sometimes I look at the moon and think "I wonder if they ever think of me and miss me when they look at the moon...I hope they do." Sometimes I have moments where something funny happens, and I think of them and I wish that they were there. At times like this it's like my hearts is singing a sad yet beautiful song, a ballad. My Heart's Ballad. They say, that when you have dreams about someone that you know, it means that they were thinking of you. Or that their desire to be with you left their body and flew into your dreams. This makes me feel so good. Sometimes, I talk aloud to them, and hope that they hear me, or I simply whisper their name, and hope that they can hear me. Maybe in their dreams, I'm standing beneath the moon, in my lolita dress. And I'm smiling kindly, and saying "I miss you". I hope so. Whenever I have dreams about them, I know that they remember me.

Maybe, after writing all of this, they're having dreams of me right now <333

xoxo

Roller Coaster

2008-12-28T21:49:00.000-08:00

I'm sad that Christmas is over. I'll miss it untill next year. But theres still the New Year. A new beginning!

Thank you sooooo much Sprinkle for the amazing Best Of Blogs Award. I'm really very happy!! You are really awesome!

I'm sending you many hugs and kisses xoxoxo <33333

Lately, I've been having thoughts. Like I'm understanding things better somehow. The type of thoughts that I've heard in books and movies, and I never quite understood. But now that I'm having them myself, I'm like "is this waht it feels like?" And yes, it is. I'm beginning to understand how life works, how people that I love, and miss terribly, are connected to me by the memories that we share, even thought they are inside our hearts, that they are stronger than any material object. How everything happens for a reason. And that God never gives you more than you can handle, which means that when I feel sad, or life is getting hard, I know that the strength is stored inside me. Like a beautiful gift-wrapped box, and I just carefully need to unwrap it and let all the strength out. That even in the darkest darkness, there is always light, even a bit. And if not, I need to use the light that's in my heart instead.

I used to hear that life was like a roller coaster ride. And now i get it. It's fast, and scary, and surprising, but so much fun. And recently I've found that I'm really not afraid of roller coasters anymore. These thoughts...is this growning up? I dont want to grow up. But this is not growing up, its Understanding, it's being human, it's life. Maybe, physically I'll grow up, but never emotionally. I'll always be the messy, curly-haired little girl. And I'll never, ever, ever, ever, want to clean up my room. (unless it gets a bit out of hand and I start getting frustrated because i cannot find a thing)

One of my random little rants. hehe, with all these type of thoughts, I feel like I need to break free. I'm a bit of a drama queen i must admit. haha. I want to run away from my small town, and go to London, or Tokyo. I would have crazy, random , and dangerous adventures. Then maybe I'd fall in love. And then him and I would have even more adventures together. And we'd have a wedding in a magical place. And I would become a famous director, like Tim Burton. And in my huge house, there would be gothic-antique furniture and an old library. And a garden only I knew of. And a giant walk-in closet with nothing but Lolita clothes. Ahhhh.....sooooo much I've dreamed of....

Well, I talk too much. So I'll let all of you lovelies go right now. Take care. And please don't let my thoughts get to you. Whenever I hear this stuff, then I think too much. haha, I never stop thinking!

xoxo

2008-12-26T08:18:00.000-08:00

Hello! I'm completing the Secret Fairy Wishes challenge. I've already posted the rules, but here they are again:

Make a bunch of secret fairy wishes, hopes, desires, or bits of advice and scatter them somewhere magical...
Take lots of pictures and/or video and post it to your blog, telling us all about your fun.
Tag at LEAST 3 other bloggers.
Go to secretfairywishes.blogspot.com and comment to tell us you did it! We'll feature you and you could earn a prize!
Put this lovely banner in your sidebar!
**Note: You don't have to be tagged to participate, but you do have to tag others if you participate and you must participate if you're tagged!
HAVE FUN WISHING!

These are my wishes

There is this beautiful field by my house, and I thouht it was so magical, that I decided to scatter them there

Here are the scattered wishes

Thank you Sprinkle, for such a wonderful idea. I had so much fun! I hope my wishes will bring magic to others who walk around the field, and that my wishes will come true...

The people I am tagging are:

~Mai

~*Jemima*

~peachy_pinklove (even though she's on LJ and not Blogger)

May all your lovely wishes come true!!!!!

xoxo

ps-the black frills, on the last picture, thats my lovely Lolita Dress <3

Christmas

2008-12-25T10:26:00.001-08:00

MerryMerryMerry Christmas!! Santa was very kind to me this year...

The Katyusya Headdress that came with my Lolita Dress (I look a bit like a gothic version Of Alice in Wonderland <3)

The complete stories and poems of Edgar Allan Poe

The Twilight soundtrack (I was just listening to it...Rob Pattinsons song is amazing, I think I'm in love <3)>

The Harajuku Lovers fragrance (The one on the right smells like Coconuts, and the one on the left smells fruity)

A little Hello Kitty lip gloss set <3>

I many recieved other things as well. I'm so thankful. I must've been a very good girl this year <3

I hope all of you had a lovely Christmas as well!!

xoxo

ps-I still have my dress on...I love it so much, it's like my own personal fairytail.

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-24T11:55:00.000-08:00

MerryMerry Christmas!!!!!! I hope all of you have lovely Christmases and Santa will be good to you!

I'm Sooooooo excited because my Lolita Dress came in the mail today!!!! I've yet to open it. The package had Japanese writing all over it, and a stamp saying it was from Tokyo. This made me sooooooo excited and I ran into the house jumping, and screaming like a little girl. My first real Lolita Dress...All the way from Japan!

I hope all of you get your Christmas wishes as well!

xoxo

*runs off to open package*

2008-12-23T11:05:00.000-08:00

This is my little musical watch. It plays We Wish You A Merry Christmas and it's very beautiful. I try to let it sing me to sleep but I'm unable to keep still. I'm far too reckless and energetic, but I think that somehow thats a good thing, It makes a person more interesting. I'm always ready for adventure or whatever life brings.

The Watch opens up and has a little train in the snow that goes round and round. Sometimes I wish that I could ride away on that train, to Santa's workshop, or to a Secret Somewhere. I have a daydream about a train station in the sky...

I have posted the rules from the Secret Fairy Wishes..but I'm about to do it....hopefully today. Yesterday and unexpected event ocurred. But I cannot wait.

Almost Christmas!!! I must check the mail...my dress should be here. Please? I can't wait to wear it! I'll be just like a doll...and I'll curl my hair, and drink tea.

Merry Christmas!

xoxo

Secret Fairy Wishes

2008-12-21T09:10:00.000-08:00

Rules:
Make a bunch of secret fairy wishes, hopes, desires, or bits of advice and scatter them somewhere magical...
Take lots of pictures and/or video and post it to your blog, telling us all about your fun.
Tag at LEAST 3 other bloggers.
Go to secretfairywishes.blogspot.com and comment to tell us you did it! We'll feature you and you could earn a prize!
Put this lovely banner in your sidebar!
**Note: You don't have to be tagged to participate, but you do have to tag others if you participate and you must participate if you're tagged!
HAVE FUN WISHING!

daydreams

2008-12-21T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hello! I have finally decided which dress to buy...

It should be here any day now. I can't wait to check the mail....

I have been having the loveliest daydreams lately. One is inside the top floor of a very tall building, and the sun is setting into the city. I am at a large table and looking out the window. At the table, there are elegant looking porcelain dols and I am having tea with them. I am wearing a black lolita dress with black and white striped tights, like those out of a tim burton movie. and I am gently pouring tea into each of their cups.

I have more, but i'll tell you those next time.

Merry Christmas!

xoxo

Which one to choose???

2008-12-10T16:08:00.000-08:00

I am about to buy a lolita dress very soon, and I cannot seem to choose!!

They are all a pretty good price, and I like them all! I want to be able to wear it out any day I feel like it....

xoxo

Candy Violet

2008-12-05T18:52:00.000-08:00

some lovely lolita things from Candy Violet! http://www.candyviolet.com/

I especially love the skirt and the hat...

xoxoxo

Fearless

2008-12-02T13:16:00.000-08:00

Try to be fearless, because fear can inhibit you and keep you from life

-Miranda Weese

Angels

2008-11-30T15:54:00.000-08:00

It was as cloudy as ever all day. I kept myself busy with the computer, Television, Homework, and a nap. The rain stopped, but it swomehow still lingered in the air. When I went outside to fetch the mail, I could smell the rain all around me. Especially in the wet grass and street puddles. It was somehow very nostalgic...

I like to pretend that puddles are very, very deep, and I jump over them. i did this on the way back from the mailbox which was empty. I'm waiting for my magazine to show up...

This book ((A Time Of Angels)) is part of my homework, to read a historical fiction, but at the same time, I am enjoying it very much! It takes place in 1918, during the war. Hannah ((the main character)) has been seeing angels lately, so she draws them. But she truly needs an angel to bring her family together again when the influenza epidemic ravages their community. I love the author Karen Hesse, She makes me feel what the characters are feeling.

" Over the night streets in Boston, angels fly. Angels soar in their shimmering robes. Their eyes shine. their wings stretch tip to tip across the broad avenues."

-A Time Of Angels, page 1.

I believe in angels more than ever now...They're watching over all of us <3

xoxo

winter Day

2008-11-30T06:06:00.000-08:00

Today is truly a winter day.

The sun did not shine when I woke up, and it is not shining now. But I'm hoping that smiles will bring sunlight today. It is raining outside and has been for a while and the street looks like a black river with little houses floating on it. I woke up far too early and have homework to do...I should do it soon because it worries me. Like knots in my stomach. I'm hoping that they'll untie themselves when I finish...

oh, how I want A dress like this one!

It would be nice to wear on a winter day like this with a warm coat. Someday I'll get one...maybe just like it!

Hello!

2008-11-29T11:51:00.001-08:00

Hello. I am Lenore.

I have been writing a blog lately on this website address~http://www.freewebs.com/lenore23/

but I have decided to write here as well <3>

Let me tell you about myself....

I LOVE flowers
I adore lolita dresses
I love large cities where alot happens
I LOVE the work of Edgar Allan Poe <3
I love dollhouses
I love vampires and enjoy talking to them
I adore pirates, and love the sea.
I like black bows and lace

and much, much more...

enjoy

Lenore<3
xoxo